Turns out I’m the bad guy!!! Dun dun dunnn.
Yeah I’m a pretty shitty person, I get so wrapped up in my own shit that I forget to take into account that other people may want to talk.
To people I love though I’m a dear. I bake gifts when they are having a bad day or gestures of kindness.
But I talk a hell of a lot and I also make a serious amount of mistakes I’m not joking about this. My life is one medical/ financial shit storm and I love to talk about it with whoever will listen.
And ive realised I am actually pushing friends away with my friendship cause I am that over barring and need to fix everything when it’s wrong. Even if it’s not I think it is and then try to fix it and make things worse.
I’ve had multiple friends leave cause of this in subtle and not so subtle ways. So I have come to the conclusion that I am a villain whahahahahaha yes I did an evil laugh.
and I tell you what! I am the fucking villian and I’m not fucking ashamed I’m better off without the people that are nasty about the way I act. I’m not mean or rude I’m certainly not nasty so I don’t care.
Not quite geek 